forsaken

Am I allowed to forsake my gifts?

Please God

if you are a god

gift me this

Can I abandon you

like you do me

Can I take this breath

spit at you with it

Take your name in vain

Take everything from you

like you do to us

Give my gifts back

Have faith in nothing

Treat you like you are nothing

like you do to us

Did you make me free

or chained, like Cain, to misery

Can I give you that

Can I make you sad

Can I make you angry

Can I make you hate me

I'd like to send you a little package

A meat wrapped sack

heaven sent

A bundle of feelings I can't take back

I'd like you to read this letter

and have it hurt like hell

Would you feel that for me?

Since you know me so very well

Could I make you alike

the same

Almost

in likeness of a self

missing one thing

I'd like to gift you godliness

dressed in a human shell

Then make you forget

Leaving

hints of ability

Would you do that for me?

Would you accept my gifts?

Or would you reject me like you do

.

From,

your son

living in a creative apocalypse